Crossing the threshold of paralysis in our fear of the full truth...together
There is a scene from a recent “Chicago Med” television show in which psychiatrist, Dr. Daniel Charles, played by actor Oliver Platt, ventures into the “future life” of a patient who, with a throat tumor and refusing surgery believes she might not have a future. After reflection, Dr. Charles brings a photo-shopped digital picture of the patient, some decades into the future, and asks her to picture what a potential future life might be like, if she were to have one.
An open-air book shop in a warm climate are the words
that leap from her mouth, giving both the doctors and the patient the proof of how
difficult it is for individuals who are depressed, anxious and frightened to envision
a future as well as the “break-through” moment, in which the patient, just as the
medical staff are leaving her room, calls out, “I will go ahead with the
surgery!”
There might just be some link between this story and the
story behind the top Netflix film globally, Don’t Look Up. The Guardian’s Donna
Lu, in a piece dated, December 30, 2021, entitled, ‘It parodies our inaction’:
Don’t Look Up, an allegory of the climate crisis, lauded by activists’.
Ms Lu writes: “The film, a satire in which two
scientists played by Leonardo DiCaprio and Jennifer Lawrence attempt to warn
and indifferent world about a comet that threatens to destroy the planet, is an
intentional allegory of the climate
crisis.”
Considered “a laboured,
self-conscious and unrelaxed satire” and a “toothless comedy” by film critics
in the Guardian, (as quote by Ms Lu), the film has been lauded by climate
activists who for far too long have been deflated and depressed by the failure
of the public and governments generally to actually hear, by actually listening
to the crisis faced by humanity, while they dedicated their lives to forestalling
that same crisis.
Is the population of the planet, like the patient in
the Chicago Med episode, caught in a similar paralysis, unable to envision a
future in which there is no future? And is that paralysis blocked by the very monumental
diagnosis, and the accompanying projections of more fires, deluges, tsunamis,
droughts and famine with rising oceans and a pandemic of starvation and unleashed
viruses? Is the apocalyptic ‘vision’ of a future that we are mentally,
psychologically and emotionally both unwilling to and incapable of facing the
threshold we all have to cross if we are going to come to grips with our own
future?
If there is even a grain of merit in these comparative
questions, then it would seem that, if we are going to begin to confront our “tumor”
and our fear and our anxiety and our hopelessness and our desperation that mankind
might actually face a future of desolation, destruction and death, we have to
begin the process of “seeing” ourselves in a future that is not imprisoned by
our own fears. Is that even feasible, given the weight of millions of people
who continue to bury heads in sand, avoiding the prospect of a potential “surgery”
that would, while painful and frightening, nevertheless, offer hope of a future
which so far we are not seeing for a variety of reasons.
In situations with far less emotional drama and risk at
stake, humans have some considerable difficulty coming to terms with those
aspects of our own character/personality that seem unbecoming, unfitting,
unacceptable and thereby alienating us from ourselves and, naturally, from others.
Psychological “projection”* of our worst fears, is one common path to coping
with those fears, putting them “outside” of our “ownership” in order to avoid
having to come to terms with their import. Like our younger selves, frightened
by the dark, the closed closet, the darkened cellar/attic, where ghosts and monsters
may dwell, we shudder at the harm those monsters might bring to us. Only today,
those darkened basements/attics are no longer a figure only of our imaginations.
We have been showered with evidence, warnings, credible and authentic ‘science’
that is trying to tell us we are in serious even epic danger.
And yet, on masks, vaccines, social distancing, single
use of plastics, carbon emissions, fossil fuel dependency etc. etc. etc….we
(millions) resist the compelling import of the evidence we are consuming. At the same time, another cluster of millions
are totally committed to conducting the research, drawing the conclusions,
teaching and preaching the message of “self-care” and “planet-care”. And the
divide is allegory of the internal divide in our own mind/heart/psyche/spirit.
Seeing the allegory, accepting that it is indeed an allegory,
and then moving into action to confront that core truth…those or parts of our
lives of very different colours and
imports. That female patient had seeped into a swamp of fear, inaction, and
essentially terminal fear, not only because she was unaware of the precise ‘condition’
or diagnosis of the lump on her neck. She had to be dragged to the hospital by
a close friend, over her strenuous objections. She wore a long and full pale
blue scarf around her neck that completely covered her “embarrassment” and her
fear, both being incarnate in that lump. She almost, it seemed, saw herself as
that lump. It dominated her life to the point where it suffocated her hope. And
if and when hope is suffocated, like the frog in the boiling water, innocent
and ignorant of its danger until too late, we effectively “die” to ourselves,
long before our final breath.
We have all met and known those whose lives emitted a
kind of death (of dreams, of hopes, of alternative existences, greener grasses
some other place and time) and our experience of those men and women was of
encountering a kind of ghost. It can and does happen in intimate relationships;
it can and does happen in classrooms, sanctuaries, emergency rooms, operating
rooms, court rooms, accounting offices, dentists’ offices…one or other of the
participants has for that period of time, departed this orb, this moment, and
we fail to be noticed, and more importantly we no longer exist. We call it “being
somewhere else” or being “caught up in other issues” or “being overcome or
overwhelmed by something bothering you” and we move past the moment. It is only
if and when those moments continue to mount with the same people that we waken
to our situation, and often then withdraw.
Withdrawal and avoidance are twin sisters, born of the
same parents, pride and fear. And the source of our pride is internal, while
the source of our fear is external. They both, however, take up residence inside
our psyches. Often, this merger renders us luke-warm about who we are, what
possibilities might be available, how far to extend our energies in any
situation, given the limits of our trust in how committed and trustworthy others
are to commit. “Walking on eggs” may be only a slight exaggeration of our
situation, but we have all been there.
Our Chicago Med patient has stopped walking: she is
now frozen in a self-generated, tumor-induced freezer that has cryogenically,
metaphorically and psychically impaled her on the ‘horns of her own petard’
(decision). It takes Dr. Charles and his associates, to thaw that freezing
temperature, to bring the patient back to a kind of reality previously out of
her psychic and emotional reach.
What will it take to bring the planet and the people
on the planet to thaw, if we allow that it/we could be frozen in a similar kind
and depth of fear, anxiety, desperation and pride (that nothing so horrible
could or would even be possible)?
In the last post in this space, we reviewed the
lostness and the frozenness of how one financial observer believes that we have
become impaled on an alleged lie about the potential of rising interest rates and
tapered Quantitative Easing. We know
that the world is impaled in a Mexican ‘stand-off’ on the eastern border of
Ukraine, on the ‘stand-off’ of a stolen election, vaccine mandates, masks,
social distancing, real reductions in carbon emissions, real decisions on the
rape of planetary resources (Amazon Rain Forest, for one), the stand-off in the
South China Sea, on the North-South Korean 50th parallel, in
Afghanistan, and who knows where this pandemic will take us.
The situations we all face are, together, considerably
more complex, without a perceived single “enemy” or person or economic of
scientific force, as did the apartheid tragedy in South Africa, nor are they
amenable to a single stroke of the pen to ‘transform’ the situations into
something we can all agree would be sustainable, fair, equitable, and visionary…it
might be feasible and appropriate to suggest, respectfully, humbly and tentatively,
that common to all of our existential threats is our shared space in that
hospital bed with that Chicago Med patient. Our tumors protrude from all sides
of our body politic. Our scarves cover over our bulging protrusions. We all
resist even the suggestion that we are in need of medical attention. In fact, anyone
who suggests that we might seek help is considered so flagrantly weak and anemic
as to be a “loser” and thereby more easily and readily dismissed. We are
embedded in our conviction that the way we have been operating for two thousand
years, given a few modifications, is essentially “good” and even in some cases “so
special that it has become almost sacred. We are locked into a mentality of conflict,
competition and zero-sum equations on the geopolitical stage that Britain has
not offered to “assist” Canada in defending her interests in the Arctic. And,
the global economy is so fragile, without any corresponding collaborative,
institutional agency, with muscle to protect us from ourselves.
Indeed, it is and has been our universal willingness
and complicity to incarnate that patient in denial and terror, preferring eloquent
words greasily attired and seductively delivered by the best “message doctors”
we can train and then buy, in all of our various “ideologies” and oligarchies and
democracies, and dictatorships, military and civilian, that together, somewhat
unconsciously and certainly also quite consciously, put us ‘behind the eight
ball” in pool parlance.
Knowing full well that it will be considered specious,
quixotic, dreaming and so utterly out of touch with reality to propose it,
nevertheless, I would like to lay this card on the proverbial global card
table:
That a process akin to, but different from, the Truth and
Reconciliation Commission in South Africa, headed by the late Rt. Rev. Desmond
Tutu, convened, through the joint auspices of the United Nations, the World Bank,
the WHO, the BRIC, NAT0, SEATO, including Russia, China, India, and the several
nations which agree to commit to the struggle to address our penchant for
burying our heads in the sand, and for distorting reality with it looks unpalatable,
and to generate recommendations that would help leaders, at all levels, to wear
their/our value openly, honestly, transparently and sustainably.
We need ordinary people to be a significant
contributing component of that commission…leaders cannot lead without
committed, courageous support.
And then Greta Sundborg’s and the many high-profile
activists, in all causes, the environment, inequality, health care, human
rights including gender equality, truth-telling including the hard truths, the
military hard-power addiction, and the race and religious bigotry…these and
more required concentrated, concerted, collaborative, and sustainable action.
And the prices we will all have to pay in order for
such a commission to have any relevance and impact is that we will have to
surrender whatever pride that impedes our shared willingness to participate. We
are proposing a process whereby all participants are and will be considered and
defined as equal, not winners or losers, but sharing in a common global
reconciliation. It would attempt to explore the various methods of perceiving and
evaluating our current situation. It would also attempt to bring together
disparate voices, really the voices of those in power and those currently
without a voice at the table.
We have been following a “war” ethic and mentality for
two centuries plus. IT is conceivable that we might transform our modality to a
common, shared intellectual, emotional, spiritual and legal grasp of the truth
that faces every single person on the planet, albeit in varying degrees.
Can we “see” a picture of our future together, that so
far has remained outside our imaginative reach?
Thanks for getting this far!